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The best times in this world are those when we don't care about our actions as reluctant as we used to be. The fluidity of life should be held in constant to avail what this world could bring. Freedom should be exercised, but sad to say it isn't always what we expected to have. This blog allows me to show somehow a part of me, a part of me I am proud of. But again, I'm human, I have a lot to conceive to survive, a lot to keep in silence to protect myself, to feel safe, to act accepted. Crazy isn't it? That's a fact. Well I guess this made me unique. I know who I am, but somehow I am responsible for not showing the true me inside to the eyes and nose of the society. Comfort Zone as they may say.

Monday, November 4, 2013

Happy Birthday to You

Good day friends.
You remember the semi-sexy romantic movie Unofficially Yours? Aside from the fact that its story is really one of a kind (about someone patiently waiting and another someone who dodges love’s curse after being hurt from her past), it was delivered well by contemporary actors Cruz and Locsin and I’m a fan. However, my entry will not focus on their story but from their job – journalism. I wanted to be one, to be a feature writer. So here is a thing. I will try to create one. And by the way, the person ill be featuring really wants this since 12 months. Haha. Planning to post this on Christmas day but i guess he can’t wait anymore.

                His name is Reymond Tayone. He is dark, short (i mean not so tall), overly concern with his pimple, has a good penmanship, talented, competitive, and intellectually inclined person. But these descriptions are nothing compared to what he is within. Let us talk about experiences.His big experiences.

                I could describe him as a “choosy” individual. I dont know, at first i was not expecting it from him, but time comes, he started saying, “dili ko ana, dli ko gakaon, dili ko ganahan ana, kato ra ako”. Well, its good to describe what he likes and what he’s into. He can’t live without internet. (Youtube starmometer, krizzy kalerqui, yahoo and a liitle bit of facebook are in his list. ) He doesnt like macaroni salad, liver-based viand, some types of fishes, cornbeef other than purefoods, vegetable mostly, carrots, japanese cuisine or outside-pinoy foods, raw foods unless there is toyo, and more. He is more into unripe mangoes with salty dippings, shomai (clean ones), boiled green banana with bagoong, spicy foods, salty viands (very salty), and sweet chocolates and milk teas. He is not a sporty type of person but he knows how to. He is a KathNiel fan. He is a big fan of music competition, american idol, the voice and x factor (uk, us, aussie, phil, holland, scotland, peru, guatemala, lol). He doesnt like “the-what-so-common-thing. He is against stereotype. He is against maybe of what your doing now. HAHA.   

                Intellectually inclined and competitive. Not the stereotypical competitive stud but the one who will never ever ever ever settle on petty shallow-styled results. Having these characters, expectations from him was elevated. Elementary and high school, he got the highest honors but he never bragged about it because for him “it’s not for me, its for those who expect from me”. High school was a roller coaster for him. Yes he had the highest honor but behind those are struggles worthy to remember. He experienced being attacked, being pulled down, being judged. It came to a point where he had almost no one in his side, and no one supported nor stood for him. He said it was ok. He said he never regret what had happened for it gave him the chance to overlook who really is his friends are. It was a turning point for him. It was a bold moment even wanting him to strive more and prove something glorious. And he was successful. He used such defining moment to step his gear up and reached such target.

Reymond Tayone is also a lover. Back then in his alma mater, he fell in love with someone who he thought he will be spending all his life. I mean he also experience some not-so-serious-type of relationship, but after a two or a three, he said he want someone serious, someone life changing, someone worth to live with. So he met someone in high school. All he gave in, all he was proud of him, all was filled with happiness and joy. But nothing was constant in this affair, he tried to pull things together, he tried to fix and fix and fix. Its hard for him, waking up each day hoping things will get better. But he was hurt, he was stained and paralyze to fall again for someone. His high school was a bit drama, but looking at the glory, these experiences led him to what he is today.

Most people know him but he will never consider himself popular aside from his build-up likers in facebook. He had known people, variety of them, and he knows how to socialize and associate each individual. Despite of, he struggles to find the real friends, friends for life, friends who could understand him, friends who could extract the best of him. But looking at him now, he has already. He found them. And that is why he is so cautious on being with them. He takes care more than one friend could do. A lot of people would describe him as the jolly witty student but behind those laughs and jokes are sorrow longings and unending issues he had for himself and for others. Insecurities and low self esteem are part of it. He has stories to tell, he has righteous ideas to share.

He has been a part of my life. Even if we just met for like 13 months. He taught me a lot of things i never thought i would get from an 18 year old student. Am i corrupting one? He knows i am less than his personality, he knows i’m not brave nor true to myself than him, but he accept and understood me for who i am. Sometimes he gets angry over me for my lapses but he never quit and he never left me behind. In times of sorrows, he will be there, he will be true, and he always bring thoughtful words making you feel comfort. He may not fully trust me, but sharing a part of his life was one memorable stage of mine. I was honored, i was acknowledged and atleast i became true to someone i trust. I caused him a lot of troubles and paranoia, i caused him pain he never deserved, i was an ass in his life sometimes, but mind you people, HE WILL ALWAYS BE THERE WHEN YOU NEED HIM. And that’s why I Love Him.  He will always be remembered. He will always be here, here in my heart. J

                  

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