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Thursday, February 9, 2012

A hell of what!?? the NERVES!



". . . from a far, i could hear these familiar gnome laughs, boisterous shouts of dragons, which i thought i was in an animated world with pegasus and flying shoes. . . . "

this week i have been to series of healthless works. if written reports could punch, i could be in the medical hospital right now, watching cable TV, and smelling betadines and aldehyde propanoic benzoic paranoic acid. crazy! hahai, im glad it was finished, but counting the hours spent on serious matters? really guys?? really? the nerves! it sucks. it made me a serious man for a while..its creeping me out... together with my laptop awake for 7 straight hours, scanning google and facebook(of course!). i dont know why it happened like that. as in, for 1 night, i have to make a full chapter 1, a full written report, and a catchy (even if its not) powerpoint presentation. good thing im rich that time, i have the inspiration to look at, the money! (i dont think it helped, AT ALL!)...

but please, i dont want to happen it again,.. i was awake approximately 42 hours, 23 mins with uncertainty of 33 seconds!!! the nerves!! it made a zombie for a while, looking for brains to eat to finish my work at immediate time..its like the source code movie where im racing with the 8 minutes time, but spent it mostly on talks and non sense things. i should have gotten to the directed point. and voala! anyways, really im not good on sacrificing health for academes but i survived the call...haha.. cause it is also comparable to a near death experience. the nerves!!! somewhere somehow, i was proud after finishing it and i even wanted to award  myself for surviving the scenario with a plaque saying 'Congratulations for being awake for 42 hours, 23 mins with uncertainty of 33 seconds! as in.. when i got up to school, with armpits sweating like faucets, i didnt feel any physical burden except my armpit trolling at its best.. but when i found out that im the only one , or i not,  one of the fewest,fewest of all, to-not-fall-asleep for the whole evening, my world shattered for seconds...and i commited a grave sin, a capital sin...lust! joke, it was ENVY! really! i was thinking how relax they are with their cloud nine dreams, foods flooding in their minds, in a way i was about to get dumped..haha..i was thinking that "is it a foolish thing to sacrifice ones life for that academic requirement? really russel? really? the nerve!!!! 

well, well, life moves on as fast as 5 ampere travelling on piece of chicken leg (what>?).. so i moved on, still with armpits sweating at its finest moment..award winning...haha..i continued the day with smiles and joys, with tender and care..but when i finished my 7-hour-prepared report, my body was about to collapse to the very deepest of deep core of the earth..low bat on rage! i took a nap , and hey, the other reporters were done..afterwhich, i found out that the next class, we will be having a quiz. great!, another 5 minute of my life spent on a  very life changing quest. it was a threat knowing that its a quiz to be given by these evil-sorcerer reporters where you dont even know what is in their minds, dark eyes and clowny smiles...creepy..the nerves!!!!! oh well, im brave enough to fight on these villains and surpass all the things, challenges, hurdles, flames, and dark magics they have thrown. curse you evil entities. the nxt moment i knew, it was the end of the damn-crazy-nerve-phatogenic-influenzic-cramming-to-the-max day. 

at last! 

i survived!

with my reports passed on time, not even concerned how it worked when those paper reports reach the hands of my ever-judging-worhty-of-praise teachers. i wish i could do anything to achieve reasonable marks. but anyway i survived..i really survived..i did... and oh, i still had an organization meeting..which i thought i could be in the bed experiencing the cloud nines and food looding dreams like they had. so i dropped by, and good thing it was just a 5 minute meeting..hahai..yes! time to go to the boarding house... but hey, from a far, i could hear these familiar gnome laughs, boisterous shouts of dragons, which i thought i was in an animated world with pegasus and flying shoes..oh well, its just my classmates eating this precious round aborted eggs dipped in a world-class-cuisine-made sauce, injected with a fully furnished stick and serve by a man with great smiles. so i stopped by and make fun jokes of names of our teachers in a non-ending game "use it in a sentence", and eated that one of a kind hotel-based-cuisine food. delesioso... i even ate 2 serves of it and i thought that could bring me to cloud nine..and realized i need to sleep as soon as possible... part ways people! haha..we have things to do (i have my bed waiting for me)..

boom, i came as soon as i expected.. change clothes, stretched, ready set droll... and despite of everything, hurray! the nerves!!!!!! i slept, felt the cloud nine, imagined the foods, play as much in the dreams and viva la russel! good thing sleeping doesnt need any credit cards to continue it.. if it has to require, i could have spent my last coins on it. ferpiko! i had reached to the top! 6pm to 8am...how amazing is that... i could not get that time range for day-to-day basis as a student...the best reward for a 42 hours, 23 mins with uncertainty of 33 seconds awake!!! the nerves!!!!!!!!  

4 comments:

  1. isn't it ironic! hahahaha kani na night kay grave akong katulog wyl you kay grave ka bilar...hahahahha


    NERVESSSSSSSSS!

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  2. pangayod at its best! haha..should not happen again..or else...haha

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  3. my gosh!! can i just read this next time? starting with chapter 2 nah!

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    1. grab!!!super diligent, dha jud ko bilib nmu loy^^

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